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New Digital Camera :) heck yess [28 Feb 2005|05:42pm] [ mood | cheerful ] [ music | Crazy ] ( Some Fun Pictures ♥ ) [5] | HAVE SOME FUN

Ow Ow OWWWWWWW [07 Feb 2005|06:09pm] [ mood | cranky ] my ears hurt so bad right now :( ow... THE NOTEBOOK COMES OUT TOMORROW!! i am sooo excited. I wish i had money!!!!! Dan is most likely coming home this weekend! heck yes! he was suppose to work this weekend and next weekend...meaning i wouldnt beable to see him for possibly 3 weeks :( but now hes probably coming home this weekend :) Valentine's Day weekend. ;) There are so many good movies out that i wanna see so hopefully we will go see one. -Limmey Snicket's -Hide and Seek -Alone in the dark -Are we there yet? -In good company -Coach Carter -Boogeyman -The Wedding date ...so if any one has seen any of those..lemme know if they are good/worth seeing GUESS WHAT!!!! its time to grow up. I got a job!!!! FINALLY! I now work at Dippin' Dots in 12 oaks. I start Wed. from 3:30 to 9 then either thursday or friday and saturday :) so make sure you come visit meeee! hehe yummy what a fun job. Franklin is no longer spirited! it makes me mad!! there were like 10 people ((maybe)) that did "ugly shirt day" today. Its gay its suppose to be fun and everyones like "i didnt want to be the only one..i didnt know if anyone else was going to do it"..who cares... ...did i mention my ears hurt really bad..... :[ i ♥ you Danny ;) [1] | HAVE SOME FUN

Ouch! [03 Feb 2005|03:23pm] [ mood | tired ] i'm 98% sure i'm getting both of those done this weekend :] It's gunna hurt, but it will be sweet. But it sucks cuz im getting them on opposite ears so i won't beable to sleep for a while :\ oh well... I got my baby think it over...he's a cutie :) [1] | HAVE SOME FUN

happy ground hogs day [02 Feb 2005|07:59pm] [ mood | blah ] [ music | since youve been gone ] Yay! I'm another year older :] How grand! My birthday was fine. When i woke up there were balloons in the shower, a banner and balloons in the kitchen, balloons going down the stairs and downstairs and in the bathroom down here and my mom made me cupcakes :P yummy. it was cute. Everyone at school said happy brithday to me :) it made me feel special. I got lots of IM's and Text messages and cards and signs :) i love the signs ryan made they are oh so cute ((THANKS RYE!)) and the card heidi made was very pretty ((thanks girlfriend))-i miss you. and the card bobby got me was halarious. haha. thanks to everyone who remembered and acknowlegded it. :) After school me and chelsea went to the mall. I went to dippin dots to talk about getting a job and she went to hollister. It took FOREVER, haha. my "inteview" at dippin dots was short and gay ((prolly wont get the job cuz the girl was a penis)) then after that i went into hollister with chelsea. We got there at like 3:30 and didnt leave till like 6 :( these stupid girls infront of us were so annoying they put "i loooove flirting with hot guys and meeting new people." on their applications and one girl spelt her name wrong 3 times..no joke. Then when i got home i opended all my cards ((i got like $200 and something)) then from my mom "and dad" but not really, i got a digital camera that i wanted. But when i opened it, the camera was on and there was pictures of people on it so obviously someone baught it and returned it and they resold it so i have to go exchange it but i gotta go all the way to 9 mile and grand river....so thats a weekend thing... Last Sunday me and dan went out to eat at steak and ale ((sooo good)) for my birthday...with my famiy..since he wouldnt be home on the actual day. it was good i enjoyed it. and he gave me my present-a CD player for my car :) heck yes its sweet. its one made just for focus's so rock on :P haha. i ♥ him very much but yea...me and breanna are talking again and working things out :) Tomorrow for child development i get "the baby think it over" happy happy joy joy Today me and lisa opett went thrift store shopping. it was so funny and gay lol. the line was sooooooo long and this black guy was hitting on us while we were in line. we was like "girl dont be looking like that, put a smile on that face" and kept walking by us haha. we got some really ugly shirts. hahahaha. spirit week next week. My sister's birthday is next saturday and she is going to Canada with my cousin and i might go with them...just to get peircings. it will be sweet if i do..im just gonna get 2..in my ear and MAYBE my bottem belly button....i dunno tho...:\ this week has gone by really fast so far :) heck yes! one more day without danny! i cant wait to see him..this weekend shall be fun...we got lots planned in sociology we watched this oprah thing about what women in other countries go through...it was so sad..i cried...its horrible what they go through...everyone needs to watch it..it will make you appreciate the life we all have now 269% more... ...then we watched this amish one today..it was so funny they were all drunk and high...haha grand... well im gay so im gonna go... oh yea. i hate people they are so annoying and stupid....there are very few exceptions tho..you know who you are HAVE SOME FUN

Rated [[R]] movies here i come :) [31 Jan 2005|07:42pm] [ mood | blank ] ToMoRrOw Is My BiRtHdAy :] and all I want is... ...my daniel :[ I wish you were here to give me a birthday kiss :\ i miss you babe! ...i feel bad for my mom... HAVE SOME FUN

I feel left out in the dark [30 Jan 2005|01:03pm] [ mood | depressed ] [ music | Welcome to my life ] Life sucks as of right now.... -My parents argue and yell non-stop. -They are talking about getting a devorce...that wouldn't bother me though -We are in debt soo much we might have to move. -We dont have insurance on prescriptions anymore so my medicane that used to cost $10 now costs $168, so i guess im just going to die. -Today is like my birthday for me and dan since he wont be here on my actual birthday, but hes out fishing and here it is one oclock and we have talked once... -I don't have a life -Nor any friends....and i'm not just one of those people saying i have no friends cuz i sat at my house alone one night....i have not done a single thing this weekend. AT ALL...besides get my car washed..does that count? I wanted to go to the movies SO bad last night...NO ONE to go with...i wanted to go to the basketball game friday...NO ONE to go with....i'm serious when i say i have no friends.. -Things just got to me last night so i went driving around for an hour all by myself and just cried... i try not to let things bother me..i try to have a smile on my face all the time..but theres nothing i can do anymore.... god i suck... [5] | HAVE SOME FUN

my armpit itches [24 Jan 2005|07:45pm] [ mood | chipper ] [ music | We're All to Blame ] I'm bored/hungry/tired....so I'm going to try to make this one a quickie... My long weekend was just fantastic... Wednesday I went up to state. It was cool. When I got there we hung out for a bit, then me and Jess went to the mall and went shopping. Then we went to McDonald's. We ate inside but we also had to buy Brad and Jason something and bring it back. So we figured we'd get theirs after we ate...well just as we finished eating, a boys basketball team of about 30 boys came in...so we decided to go through the drive-thru. Well i ordered the wrong stuff (cuz we made 2 lists..i read the wrong one) and we didnt want to go to that one again so we went to a different one and got the correct order. Then we had to walk from the parking lot all the way to the dorms which is pretty far and our hands were so full of McDonald's and bags from shopping and our hands were numb and it was just crazy. SO then we dropped it off and got Super Size Me the movie..we watched it when we got back to their dorm. From as much as i saw, it was really good, but it wasnt long until i fell asleep. Thursday They had class and i just slept all day :D then me and jess did some more shopping once she was done with all her classes. Then we drove around Campus and called Sami to see if he wanted to hang out((like he said he wanted to do))...but he had class so we never hung out :(...maybe next time sam. then we ordered grinders, had them delivered to Brad and Jason's room where we ate and watched The OC.((good show...Alex and Jody are me and Heidi)) But then i wasnt feeling good, my stomach hurt oh so bad, so i had jess walk me back and i fell asleep. Friday Jess's last class got out at about 12:30 so while she was there, i packed up then we left for home around....1:15?? Then we got home and i showered and what not then i went over Dan's cuz he had just gotten back from Ohio. When he goes he always brings me back lotion from the hotel...so when i was there he was like you want your lotion? and i was like yea..and hes like okay, go get it...its in my bag...so i go and open his bag...and theres a little box that says "kendell" on it. :D I knew what i was and i was nervous/excited so I was like...Dan....come here...lol Then he took it outta the bag and opened it. and of course there was a ring :D it was a promise ring and as he took it out and put it on he said "i promise i will try harder from now on" awww!!! it was soo cute. i loved it. Then we went out to eat at Olive Garden which was very yummy then we went back to dan's and fell asleep. SaturdayWoke up with all the lovely snow :) I loved it. :) Me and Dan drove around in it all day in his big Bronco....until it broke...then we went to his house and watched Joe Dirt..then just hung out until about 9...then we decided we wanted to go SLEDDING and since Dan's back yard is practically Dead Man's Hill we got all our gear on and went sledding. It was soo much fun. But we are so fat and out of shape that we only went like 5 times cuz it was too tiring walking up the hill. so then we just made a fort out of our "sleds" to block the wind and just layed at the bottem of dead mans hill, in the snow looking at the moon and the stars..we almost fell asleep..it was so romantic. lol i loved it. a night i will never forget... then i went home and went to bed cuz im always a tired little girl...dan tucked me in and he went off to drink... Sunday I went out to breakfast with my dad and grandma. it was good. Then since i was up and ready so early, i went over dans to find him all snuggled up in bed still, so we went back to bed. Then when he got up and showered, we went to Cabela's. ha...this huge fat guy named Dale...helped ((well tried to help)) dan find this gun case he wanted...then out of no where hes like "are you his girlfriend?" and i was like...yea?? and hes like "well how old are you sweetie" and i said 16, then he looked at dan and was like "how old are you" and dan's like....20....1. haha then DALE was like...i was going to say..you looked a little young..It was so...weird....we didnt like it. it was the first time anyone has asked us that or even payed attention to it....made me think...and it then made me realize how much it bothered dan...and i felt bad....but what can i do?? Anywho...then Dan went out to eat with Rob...then came over and we hungout. Then at bed time we ordered Grinders and went in my room for our sunday night ritual...watching Extreme makeover home edition and falling asleep together...until he has to leave..and then the next time i wake up..hes gone :( and soon to be on his way to ohio :( i cant wait till hes back in michgian throughout the week days. i miss them days soo much. This weekend was great. I loved spending it with dan...this weekend was different from all the rest and it was perfect. I loved ever second of it. I love dan soo much and im so glad we worked everything out because i can not imagen a day without him.... Now on to today...first day of our new classes... mine arent that bad. I have good people in pretty much all of them, but somehow when the teachers makes the seating charts...i am ALWAYS on the opposite side form everyone :( so i'm all alone..until we have to yell across the room to communicate like me and kendal were doing. 1st hour i have katherine and Natasha....mike who always makes fun of me... 2nd hour i have KELLY T. :) Kristina...Tony :/..and we made a new friend today. Her name is Stephanie and shes new..from Howell and shes so cute. I love her already. 3rd hour...i have lesie and Jen 4th hour i have tommy, emily, jackie, Leslie and kendal...no heidi or ryan :( 5th hour tommy, rachel, holly, jessica, kendal, and LISA OPETT 6th hour Travis :) Lunch with Jenny, Corrin :) and emily and kim... I miss chemistry with Ryan sooo much....i miss her..but i still love her and always always will....muah! ryan i miss you. And Miss Heidi Bartlett!!!! I do not even know what to say...im so sad. We were suppose to have chemistry together and i was so excited i could not wait to have 4th hour with my girlfriend..after 3rd hour i saw her and i was like HEIDI ARE YOU READY? and shes like..i dont have it..I'm an office assistant! WHAT THE FUCKKKK!!! :( i was extremely sad...my heart dropped so much i coulda pooped it out :( so now we dont have any classes together...but we are hanging out saturday..it will be hot. i love her :) I went to the doctors today...got more lotions, creams, and pills....but now i dont go back for a month :) Something is internally wrong with me...just a little F.Y.I...i know somethings not right..what..im not sure yet... My Birthday is in one week from tomorrow... Okay, so i lied...it wasnt a quickie...but oh well.... I love Dan, Heidi and Ryan SOO MUCH. ♥ ♥ CoMmEnT =] ( same pictures as last entry...plus a few more... ) HAVE SOME FUN

[22 Jan 2005|05:47pm] ( my fun day ) [2] | HAVE SOME FUN

I'm gonna miss your arms around me....holding me tight [17 Jan 2005|04:42pm] [ mood | cold ] [ music | Don't Turn Around ] Well Well Well...where shall i start? I'll start off by telling you what i did last week...well what i remember of it... Me and Matt went to the Fire Station and took pictures of fire men, fire trucks paramedics and their trucks, for photo. It was pretty sweet, they were all really nice and they were just like do whatever you want, open anything do whatever, tell us if you need anything. It was awesome, I can't wait until im behind that wheel ;] Ms. Wensing's boyfriend is a firemen and he was working that day. He was like what school do you guys go to? and we were like Franklin then hes like ohhh my girlfriend teaches there and we were like oh really? who is she. "Danielle Wensing" and we were like ohh yea we know her and i was like i have her frist hour and he asked if she was grumpy lol..it was funny, and weird. Then Wednesday and Thursday night I spent the night at Emily's house because her parents weren't home. It was cool. Wednesday Night we went to bed pretty early and thursday night we watched napolean dynamite. Then i guess at 4 in the morning we lost power? well we didnt know cuz we were sleeping and without power we had no alarm clocks..but luckily i set my phone alarm. So i woke up at 5 then i woke Emily up and i was like we have no power..and we didnt know what do to, we wouldnt have a hair dryer or anything so Emilys aunt came over, dropped off flashlights and called Emily into school until 12 then we slept till about 9:30 then we went over my house told my mom we just had gotten up so she called me in to school all day. Then we got some McDonald's and went over my aunts house to get ready. At 12 we went back to school, emily went to 5th hour but since i was checked out all day i was going to spend the last 2 hours in photo finishing my final since it was due. So i go in there 5th hour but the teacher said let everyone in the class get an enlarger first..but then there was none left..so i sat in the library the whole hour. Then in 6th hour i got it all done :) yay i was proud of myself....but it was a nice Friday. Then to my nice weekend :\ I hungout with Dan pretty much all weekend. On Friday we were gonna go to dinner and a movie but we didnt know what movie to see, so we went to Red Robin then went to best buy and i baught 8 mile and Without a paddle ((great movies)) then we went back to dans house and watched without a paddle. Then Saturday we went to Cabala's, i was suppose to hang out with Ryan Hawkins...but nope. things didnt work out ONCE AGAIN. So Dan went over Chris's and i just sat around all night and watched 8 mile :) Then sunday...me and dan had broke up saturday night..so we were all in a bad mood then he came over for like 10 mins then i had to go out to eat with my whole family for my grandma's birthday. It was good. And fun. My family cracks me up..specially my cousin's son...Dominic...he is like 2 years old but he's soooo big. Bigger then his 5 year old cousin. Its so funny he reminds me of a retarded shrek. so cute. Then Dan came over. I made Ms. Segedy birthday signs and we went and got her balloons. Then we came back here, watched Extreme Makeover Home and then Meet the Parents while i studied for finals and made my notecards, then we went up in my room and fell asleep. :::about me and dan::: we argue all the time. And now i know he does do it just to make me mad. When we were at Red Robin, he called me annoying. When we were at Best Buy i was telling him about my disease and he honostly didnt care...he called me stupid and gay and retarted cuz i like the part in 8 mile where they have sex..then when we were getting in the car, he would not unlock my door and it was seriously SO cold..and i didnt even have a coat on..so i was sitting out there in the freezing cold FOREVER. Then we went to Target and i dont buy the first item on the shelf and he bitched at me for that..he hates how i cant do anything normal...Then we went to Cabela's on Saturday. We went all the way out there, but there was to much people and he couldnt find what he wanted and he is SO impatient and go so irritated and got a huge ass attitude and started being a dick to me. So then i got all pissed off cuz he needs to control his attitude then on the way home..he dropped chocolate under my seat and i reached down to get it and got grease on my $170 coat thats dry clean only ((the coat is now $49 by the way..but thats a whole other story...)) so i got really pissed. THEN i was text messaging Bobby and ryan and i wouldnt show Dan what it said so he got pissed...it didnt say anything bad..he just doesnt need to know EVERYTHING. so he CALLS bobby and was being a dick so i was even more mad. SO i had him take me to the dry cleaner then home, then i tried talking to him but he got even more pissed and then i told him to just leave and on the way out he said something to my mom, i dont know what..but it got her pissed off, then she said she doesnt want to see him ever agian ((didnt last long tho)) and yea i just couldnt handle it anymore. and all dan says is "dump me then" "why dont we break up then" "why are we going out" and since i have to listen to everything else he tells me..i listened to that and broke up with him. its his fucking attitude i can not handle anymore. he needs to control it. and needs to realize what he puts me through. and so think so far he has. I'll give him one more chance once he gets his attitude adjusted..then im done for good. hes just to much. I really hope this break we are on makes him realize alot cuz i really do miss him but he really does need to change. Anywho...this morning me kelly and ryan when into Ms. Segedy's classroom with our balloons signs and cakes and started signing..but she wasnt even there :( so we set everything up and she was out talking to some teachers so we started singing again hoping she'd hear and come in..but she didnt, so we called her in and she saw it all and liked it alot :) then we talked for a little and she told us what her "soon to be husband" did for her on her brithday :) it was cute.. i love Ms. segedy...and ryan and kelly :) Finals are gay and pointless. I did alot of guessing on my algebra final..but thats just cuz its too long, to much work and not enough time. And i get to impatient. but the photo final was easy...then we watched homeward bound :) what a cute movie...i love it. After school, Lisa, Corrin, Jenny kelly and me all went out to eat. We went to Plymoth and ate at the box bar. It was soo much fun. we are all so funny. we seriously almost got kicked out cuz we were so loud..you should have seen the looks people were giving us. We all got chicken balls and we were making penis's with the fries and balls and everyone was looking and we were all just cracking up and laughing. Ah haha i loved it. But mine and Jenny's balls were bad. gross..yuck so we didnt eat them and we didnt pay :P I really want the digital camera jenny has. its so sweet and tiny..im gonna buy one just like it. Then i dropped them all off and i went and got my nails done. I was suppose to go out to lunch the Jason today..but he told me to call him and i dont even know his number :( so maybe tomorrow?? Wednesday I'm going up to Michigan State to see my sister. I'm coming home either late thursday or early friday...it all depends...it shall be fun..lots of shopping..with what money?? i dont know. I picked up heidi today. It was very nice to see my hot girlfriend that early in the morning. I love her...her and her "dang itt." haha i seriously crack up sooo much just looking at it or typing it cuz i can hear her saying it lol. And today her "table" was facing the wall. haha it made me laugh REALLY hard. i love you..your so sexy. My stomachs been hurting really bad lately..and i dont know why. its like a really sharp pain, throw up, hungry...every stomach ache you can have all at once and it hurts soo bad to breath. It started last night and JUST went away, when i have it..it hurts SO bad to stand...:( ouch. Can't wait until our new schedule starts. Its gonna be sweet. 3rd, 4th and 5th houR! I'm sooo glad me and Lisa Opett have a class together! Its gonna be so much fun. what a great class too. I'll even make a poem about you. Now i'm watching Oprah and its really good so i'm gonna go..then study study study. ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ Kendell Ann [5] | HAVE SOME FUN

[15 Jan 2005|11:14am] [ mood | blah ] Schedule.... Sociology//Hruska American Govt.//Top Child Devel.//Foley A LUNCH Chemistry//Segedy Poetry//Wells Algebra 2//Ammar let me know if you have anything with me :] [4] | HAVE SOME FUN

Heidi Bartlett [12 Jan 2005|04:20pm] [ mood | happy ] Oh boy! :] If i was a lesbian, I'd want do to her...oh wait, I do want to. ;) Heidi is my "online" best friend. I love her oh so very much. She is honostly the funniest girl i have ever met. I love the talks we have, they are so funny, so personal, so interesting and with our boyfriends, we are pretty much going through the same thing...with the ages and all. She is always there when i need to talk and she always says the right thing to cheer me up :) I love reading her journal...i come on and the first thing i do is see if she updated..and when she doesnt ((cuz lately she hasnt been updating at all)) i get real sad. and now shes not even allowed to come online :( only when she is sneaky and i miss talking to her really bad. :::cooommme baccck heidddii::: We have made plans to hang out so many times, but we never have yet cuz something always comes up, but we always understand eachothers situation and reschedule :P We still have to go on our secret mission, and we WILL go on it soon, or something bad may happen. Heidi is so dang hot and her boobs are so nice and big..trust me i'd know. lol. she does the best Kip Dynamite impression, and she makes me laugh SO hard, in compostion, i cant ever stop laughing. She is also a wonderful drawer. She has a perfect boyfirend, matt...and i get real jealous of them two. But when i am indoubt about my relationship, she always is there to reasure me :) and i appreciate that so much, cuz shes the only one that does that :) i admire heidi and am so glad we are as close as we are, but i hope we get closer. i seriously love this girl soo much. Heidi thanks for everything you do and thank you for brightening my life. :) I LOVE YOU ♥ [2] | HAVE SOME FUN

Jason Decker [12 Jan 2005|03:40pm] [ mood | sad ] JASE! where oh where to start. The first time i saw you (when me and emily were spying on you and jess up at mckinely) i felt bad for you..with your black holey pants and your broken glasses :P haha..aww. But then when you and jess started going out, i got to know you a little better, and you were oh so nice. Then after awhile i was so close with you. you were like my brother. I could talk to you about anything and walk around in just a towel around you ;) lol. Then when you got in an accident with jess's car. i felt really bad and i was scared that my dad wouldnt want you over here again and that i would never see you again. Well..i was sorta right..after that, you barely were over here and then soon you and jess broke up :( I missed you so much....my brother had left me :( Then one day me and jess went to Livonia Mall, when we were leaving, she was listening to one the CD's you made her, the very first "song" wasnt a song..it was you..you said something like "jessica i love you so much and i cant wait until the day we get married and start a family together." when i heard that my eyes seriously filled wtih tears. to all of a sudden hearing your voice...it really made me miss you. Then i got my license and you said we would have to go out to lunch one day. i was excited, but kind of nervous..but i dont know why. And here it is almost a year later and we have never gone. But i was SO glad to see you the other day. You stoping by was such a wonderful suprise..even tho it was just to give jess her phone. But you should come over more often, we all miss you. anywho..you are such a sweetheart and very caring, you are an amazing drawer and painter...very artistic. When you were going out with jess, your life wasnt pointed in a good direction, but now your head is on your shoulder, you got a good job and your actually achieving something in life :D I'm proud of you. hehe. And i love your tattoos (even tho i dont remember what they are..i know i liked them, and just the fact you got one is sweet..anyone with a tattoo is cool) but yea...we need to go out to lunch....soon..we will have to talk and figure out a day...weekdays im not busy AT ALL i sit here all day, but on weekends i hang out with dan 24/7 cuz its the only time he is home. Next monday and tuesday i have half days so we should go one of those days if you can. let me know! I love you jason and thanks for being that brother figure in my life. I miss you. [2] | HAVE SOME FUN

Suzie Lambert :] [12 Jan 2005|03:33pm] [ mood | cheerful ] YaY! I remember when you said you update alot. HAHA, to bad you never do! lol. I'm so glad we have had photo together. i said i will be completely honost, so i will. Before i had a class with you, i didnt like you so much :[ and it sucks cuz we coulda had what we have now a while ago and we might of been closer now. But we will never know, im just glad i got the chance to get to know you cuz you are an awesome person. You are so funny and such a strong person. I love how you say whatever is on your mind, lol your not afraid to say anything at all. We have had some mighty good times in photo, and if you werent in that class, id be so bored. I hope after this year is over, we dont stop talking. We really need to hangout sometime, and you still need to give me your senior picture!! geez. hehe. I love you. HAVE SOME FUN

YAWWWWNNN. :] [10 Jan 2005|05:09pm] [ mood | lonely ] JASON DECKER came over the other day. i was real excited. I missed that kid so much :) Im glad i got to see him and hug him again. He was like my older brother..then he just ran off >:O hehe..u need to stop by more often..and we still need to go out to lunch...like we said we would, A YEAR AGO. :P ((told you id write it in my next entry)) HAPPY MONDAY.....:( gooosh mondays suck. I hate waking up in the morning thinking, god...four more mornings of this crap. I'm sick of the same routine, every day, every morning. My weekend was fine...don't really remember what i did. Hung out with Dan pretty much all weekend :) it was lovely. We went to 12 oaks for Dippin Dots. :P yummy. We rented movies. WENT SLEDDING. aww it was so much fun, and cute :) We were gonna go to dead man's hill when the park closed, seeing how thats dan's backyard, but someone was to tired and we didnt go :( ..oh well...next snow fall. We also went out to eat sunday night..to Outback..one of our gift cards. it was pretty delicious. We were gonna go see WHITE NOISE..but we saved it for next weekend. Oh yea, and i cleaned and shoveled my grandma's house. Anywho..School wasn't to bad. I just found out today that our finals are Monday Tuesday and Wed. and that we don't have school Thurday and Friday. Therefore, I thought my photo final was due next friday, but no..its THIS friday :/ eek. I better get working. I love chemistry..only cuz i love ryan..jsut wanted to through that in there. Today in Foods, we had a guest speaker. it was really funny. the first thing she says to the class is "who has seen napolean dynamite" :::raises hand::: and shes like "heres my impression...im freakin starved, get your own tots." it was so funny...worst impression i have ever seen but boy did it crack me up, i loved it. in Compostion, oh boy...Heidi was laughing so hard-she was drooling and all red and her eyes were watering..hahah it made me laugh real hard. shes such a goof ball. After school i had a fricken doctors appointment. :/ nothing new just MORE creams and MORE lotions. But i got a doctors pen..and BARBIE stickers :) heck yes! Finals are coming=very stressful week. Got lots of quizzes and test to wrap up the semester :( I'm scared to get my schedule for next semester....if i dont have classes with Ryan Killebrew, Heidi Bartlett or Lisa Opett....you all will see me cry... Tomorrow me and Matt are shooting our final for photo, i need a picture of him, firemen and paramedics. why, cuz i ADMIRE them. Pressing the time, but ill be staying after wed or thursday. ill get it done, thanks for the concern, but dont worry. I think im staying the night at Emily's Wed. night and Thursday night cuz her parents wont be home and im a good neighbor like that :) and i hope to hang out with my love, ryan k. sometime really really SOON. <3 I'm really lonely now. Jess who has been home for 3 weeks is now gone. and so is dan. Now im left all alone, so please someone hangout with me. I just may go insane. :P Time to go occupy myself....please leave me a comment to read when i get extremely bored. :] 1. Reply to this post if you'd like some ego boosting. 2. Watch my journal over the next few days for a post just about you, only you, and why I think whatever I do about you. I will be completely honest. 3. Post these instructions in your journal and pass it on. [5] | HAVE SOME FUN

Everytime I think of you I puke. [04 Jan 2005|04:25pm] [ mood | tired ] [ music | Eminem-Puke ] eh, Break is over :( I miss it. School isn't that bad. I just hate getting up early. But i love seeing everyone :) Like Heidi, Matt, Jessica, and of course Ryan. :) I love them. I loved how Dan had the last week of break off, it was so great spending that much time with him :) I love him so much, i cant say it enough. :) New Year's Eve was fun. I didnt think it would be that fun, but after everyone started drinking, all hell broke loose. This faggot kept saying he was "charred" what the fuck does that mean. I bet he regrets going to that party, everyone hated him, rob kept acting like he was gay, dennis tea bagged him, he got alot of shit stolen from him and nick punched him right in the face for leaning against robs car. ahahha. he was soo gay. Dennis, Rob, Matt Petty and *Shaun Janek* ((ohh hottie)) are something else. There was lots of fights and lots of blood...Dennis, shaun and matt faught...3 best friends, fighting eachother :\ see what alcohol does to you. There were a total for 4 girls there. They are a great group of guys, i love how just them can hang out and have the time of their lives. I didnt drink that much. maybe like 2 cups of beer. I had SUCH a bad bladder infection. Oh my God, it hurt so extremely bad. My mom was gonna take me to the hospital but being New Year's Eve, we didnt go..but i went to the doctors yesturday and got medicane :) Yesturday, I went and returned cans at Farmer Jacks. The guy Kenny who works there...hes kinda retarted. He is so cute and funny. He always comes up and talks to me and tries to scare me and he takes my cans and runs off with them then he comes back and tries to sneak then back in the bag. its so funny. ahhahahaha, i just laugh. its cute. Hmm..I dont know what else has been going on lately...oh yea nothing. :P The Semester is almost over, finals are coming up. Finals don't really bother me, i blow them all off, thats the only reason i try so hard to get A's in every class..so the finals dont mean anything. In Photo, its sweet cuz our teacher wont be there for probably the rest of the semester and since we grade ourselfs im doing a 1/2 ass job on everything :) Im just going to take my time and print pictures i want. SAT/ACT, i dont know which one i have to take, is coming up soon too. That i'll need to study for. My sister will have to help me. I went to the Chiropractor today. Ahh, it feels so good :) I love it. And I love Dr. Doug. He is so funny. I walk in and hes like how was your new years? and i was like pretty good, and hes like did you drink and im like ha, not really. and hes like oh cmon, i was your age once. and hes like well did you do any drugs or anything and im like no, i dont do that. and hes like oh, so you drink. and i was like...yea. and hes like thats cool. ha it was so funny. He's like I'm going to Cancun next week. All i need is some hot chicks (he didnt say hot chick, he used some other term. i forgot what he said :x) but it was funny. Hes like im scared of plains..i hope we make it there alright and he was just going on and on and on. I love it. Such a goofy guy. Yum, I want some Dippin Dots. RIGHT NOW. I wanna go shopping. and i need gas in my car. Thursday, Its Baileys Birthday. aww my cute little puppy! She's gonna be 5! yay! Well Oprah is a good one today..so im gonna go watch it. COMMENT!!! :] The good real world is on tonight! Yay! i cant wait, ive been waiting forever! I love you Danny! 2 more days without you... [4] | HAVE SOME FUN

why cant they back up off me, why cant they let me be. [31 Dec 2004|11:17am] [ mood | bouncy ] [ music | Rumors ] HaPpY nEw YeArS EvE~2005 I hope everyone has a great time tonight :] be safe tho. ::wear protection and dont drink and drive:: 0:)...its crazy, we are/i am graduating next year. I think I'm going over Shaun's with Dan tonight. It shall be fun..but I wont know anyone there expect Dan & Rob and all them. Dennis might be going to. I know him..but i dont talk to him... Wellp I've been shopping alot. I have been at the mall everyday since christmas. Now i just have to decide what coat i want. the one from express that i really like but it was $170 or the one from american eagle that was $80 something...but its a little to big. But $170 is so much money for me. :\ i dont know what to do. but after i return one of those all i need to get is some jeans and maybe some shoes. When i was at Kohl's the other day, i saw Joey Carroll oh boy. i was such good friends with him all throughout elementary school. THen in middle school he moved away. He used to live next door to my grandma. But i havent seen him in like 4 years. I'm suprised he recognized me. I barely recognized him. It was weird...but cool. I'm glad i got to see him. I really wanted to hangout with Ryan before he went back to Illinois...but i dont see it happening anymore :( i'm bummed. But i glad i got to see him, talk to him, and hug him at the mall when i saw him... Yesturday was mine and dan's one year. The day i had perfectly planned out, the day i was SO excited for, the day i was counting down till, and could NOT wait for...turned out to be one of the shittiest days ever. We did not talk till 2 in the afternoon. and thats what first pissed me off. i wanted to spend all day with him, but we didnt even TALK till 2. When we talked I missunderstood him..i thought he was working on his brothers car..i guess he was just watching his dad, and giving him a hand here and there...passing time until i came over. So since i thought he was busy i returned stuff at kohl's and went to american eagle out in Soutland mall. Then he got all pissed off that i went there, and i was like well while u were doing your car stuff i was just getting this out of the way. then we were arguing ALL DAY. and didnt actually hangout until 6 oclock at fucking night. so he comes and picks me up and we go driving around ...wow. so i was like we are just gonna drive around on our one year and he's like well are you hungry and i said yea cuz i didnt eat all day. so hes like want to go to steak and ale (my favorite) of course i said yes. But i told him to go to his house first. We get there and hes like what..need to use the bathroom or something. and i was like no, we need to talk. So we sit down to talk but all i did was cry. we didnt talk about anything really, i told him i was sorry for whatever i did. then hes like okay lets go get something to eat. but then hes like but i dont want nothing big. i just ate with rob!!!!!! woooow. so we end up going to fucking taco bell (what a nice one year dinner) then we sit around playing x-box and watching stupid anchorman crap which i hate and he KNOWS I had it yet he still watches it. then at 10 we go to see meet the fockers that started at 10:40. after the movie he comes over and falls asleep. so that was my wonderful one year. Not to mention we almost broke up a couple times during all the arguing. >:O!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! what a day to look back on. Meet the Fockers was really good tho. I loved it. the little boy jack is SO cute. and it was so funny. cant wait for it to come out on dvd. lol. AND guess who i saw there. Cute Kristen Forester. ::i think shes stalking me:: lol jk i see her everywhere tho. shes so gosh darn cute. i think something is internally wrong with my body. my organs...stomach, intestants, bladder, liver, kidneys are all messed up. i always get weird pains in my lower abdomain. lol sounds like i know what i'm talking about doesnt it...well i do..it hurts. Well today i'm just gonna lay around until way later. then get ready and go out and PARTAY. lol. Ryan i'll be waiting for ur call at midnight to make sure im not sleeping lol. i love you. well leave some nice comments. :] [1] | HAVE SOME FUN

which ever you prefer [28 Dec 2004|06:04pm] [ mood | irritated ] [ music | Hands Down ] URGH! I'm so itchy right now. This disease/rash/i don't know has got to go away..for good. STOP COMING BACK! Anywho...Jess broke the hair dryer today, and i was in a hurry getting ready, but i had to sit around and wait for her to go buy a new one. and it sucked, it took FOREVER to dry my hair :( Then when i got ready, Corrin came over :) We went to target, Pier One, and shopping around the mall. It was nice fun quailty time with her. I miss her, we used to be SO close, but not anymore :( I love her to death tho and she will always be my best friend. Then we went to Taco Bell :P yummy. thanks for the christmas present. lol tee hee. we saw so many people that we knew at the mall. My favorite were the KILLEBREWS! yay! i miss ryan like no other. they are so cute. we sat and chatted in American Eagle for a little. Me and Ryan are gonna be twins (we got the same hoodie and the same shirts hehe) Then me and my sister were suppose to go shopping, but she was sleeping when i got back, and i had no money and the bank was closed, so i couldnt get any money. So i let her sleep and i went to CVS to get my perscriptions filled, then to Hot Topic to return a shirt then to KMART to return a comforter for my bed. I was suppose to hang out with Ryan Hawkins but todays been such a rush and i havent been feeling good :( hopefully we will hangout soon. like next weekend? op..thats new years. i dont know but we HAVE to hang out before he goes back to Illnois for school:( Dan is suppose to be coming home from up north tonight. I hope he gets home sooon i miss him (even tho it was just over night hehe) i just wanna cuddle with him and have him rub my tummy :( 2 more days till our one year! oh boy im so excited. Me and Heidi really need to hang out. no joke about it. we have to go on our secret mission soon. so come girl lets get our acts together and GO! hehe i love you. I need a job. I saw this really cute coat at Express today. it was $148. i think ill buy it tho. OMG im going CRAZY! i am SO itchy! ahhhhh. my dad is so annoying! he askes so many dumb questions. :( well i gotta go feed my dog, and if dan doesnt get home soon, ill have to go feed his, and let poor hunter inside. ::♥:: HAVE SOME FUN

Next Monday, we are back in school :( [27 Dec 2004|08:46pm] [ mood | lonely ] [ music | Empty Apartment ] HEIDI BARTLETT YOU NEED TO UPDATE!!!! I'm sad that its the last week of break :( Even tho i havent done anything at all, i still enjoyed it very much. I needed this break to relieve the stressful life i have that is caused by school :) I havent hung out with anyone this break but lisa and dan. I wanted to hang out with Corrin, jenny, ryan killebrew, ryan hawkins, and heidi. but no luck yet. I talked to ryan Hawkins and saw him at the mall today, we made plans for tomorrow, but him being the dork that he is, we probably wont hang out. I hope so tho..i miss him. I also saw kristen and jason forester. I missed jason! im glad i got to see him/talk to him agian. I have been shopping alot lately. And i bought soo much. I spent over $300 in 2 days :) but now all i need is bras and jeans and im done, i got so many cute new undies:) my mom is cashing my $320 check tomorrow so its all good. :) I'm talking to emily sparks right now, shes in Flordia for cheerleading or something like that...how lucky, i wish i was there..or at least in a tanning bed. Dan's family is in Flordia too... >:0 when is it my turn... I went to the dermatolgest again...more creams :( gaheeez! oh yea. i got pills too :( my skins is so poopy. Dan's up north right now :( im lonely. I love him so much! he gets me excited. OH YEA! jessica kubin stoped by today! it was such a suprise! i was real excited! she came to pick something up ;) i cant wait to hear stories now! lol. it was so nice to see her..she smelled so good 0:) lol. well im gonna go eat :P [1] | HAVE SOME FUN

Our First Christmas <3 i love you [26 Dec 2004|08:47am] [ mood | happy ] [ music | its soo quite ] Oh boy :) christmas was greeaaaaaat! cant wait for next year! only 365 more days. haha. Christmas eve, i want to grandma's/great grandmas house (my moms side) i got to see all my family and i love that side so much :) I got $30 dollars from each aunt/uncle, my aunt pam also made all the girls scarfs :) they are so cute. my great grandma gave all the girls shaving cream (and lots of it lol) and $100 and my grandma gave us all $100 and she got me the picture i wanted for my room :). so thats was $290 on that side of the family :) Christmas Day, i went to my aunts (dad's side) and we dont switch gifts throughout the whole family, just with my grandma. But boy o boy. She got me a bunch of little stuff, a camera, a dvd (mean girls) and a $320 dollar check! :) wowzeers. Then from SANTA i got a new TV!!! with a DVD player :) pink stuff for my room :) (now its almost 100% done) DvDs, gift cards, a new hair brush (since my didnt have a handle), clothes, a new straightener/curling iron, and all the little stocking stuffers. From my mom and dad i got $50 and a comforter for my bed :) From Dan's mom i got a sweater :) its really comfy. and his aunt and uncle got us a gift certificate to go out to eat. now we have 3 of those. :) yay! we'll be going out to eat alot! From Dan :) i got those slippers/clogs from AE, they are so warm and comfy :) 2 hoodies from AE, a blanket, gloves since he always gets mine dirty, lol and an ornament that says our christmas together. 2004. I loved my christmas morning. :) I woke up kinda late i wanted to get up around 6 but i didnt. But i got up, woke my sister up, we opened presents from santa, mom and dad, then we gave them theirs, and BAILEY hers! then i went over dans house, but all his presents by the tree. went downstairs and woke him up/layed with him. then we got up, opened presents, then when to my house, ate breakfast, he went home and worked on his truck and showered while i got ready then came over my house and we went to my aunts. we ate their, watched christmas vacation and came home around 7:30?? then we went to his house, he started a fire in the fire place we put in shrek 2 and then we cuddled by the fire, in the blanket i made him (big enough for 2) and watched the movie. it was real cute. i love him so much. then i felt really sick around 11:30 so he took me home and layed in bed with me until i fell asleep :)hehe. Now here it is sunday morning, i got $600 burning a whole in my pocket and a bunch of sales calling my name. so i think ill go shopping :) I hope everyone had a GREAT christmas! HAVE SOME FUN

I wanna wish you a merry christmas, from the bottem of my heaaaaart [24 Dec 2004|09:58am] [ mood | cheerful ] [ music | Christmas music ] MeRrY ChRiStMaS EvE//ChRiStMaS eVeRyOnE! HAVE SOME FUN

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